Basically for the past week my ana has been very bad and anxiety panic attacks all the time. Even over a cup of tea in Costa coffee (WTH) and then I knew that wasn't normal and a bad sign.
Anyway, I made a video be it slightly short and boring but even so it really helped me express what I was feeling to the people I love on YouTube. Comments people then made were truly touching and honestly without you guys I would still be in that shit mind frame or wanting to relapse and falling back down the hole.
Today I have a whole new attitude to beating ana and thinking that it is possible to beat it. If there was one word to describe how I was feeling it would be TIRED, tired of fighting all the time and it never disappearing.
Starting up a YouTube channel was the best decision I've made because not only does it help me express what I'm feeling to the world of ED, but also helping others trying to recovery ( well at least I hope I'm helping) and wanting to beat it together!!
Thankyou people for helping me through bad times and I LOVE YOU TO BITS!!!!!
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YouTube Name: AnorexiaRecovery Charlotte
Add Me On Fb: EDcharlotte Davies
Instagram: Charlottedaviesxx
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Charlotte xxxx
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